6ixx

and this one was black and kinda big. i killed it but i’m still scared.

I broke it off with the boy last night. I’m not sure if it was the right thing to do. But i’m really confused as to what occurred last night while i was not there. Apparently some other stuff went down and the boy is currently going through a lot now with a combination of me and other drama. Even if i did break it off with him, i still care about him. But he doesn’t want to talk to me, at least not yet, he’s also too far for me to just drive their on a whim as “romantic” as that sounds. Just hope his judgement of me is not clouded from whatever went down last night. Since the group already knows the other person’s past history.

(via room2046)

wtf, i thought you was getting trashed?

i sort of broke it off. we’re gonna see where we’re at when he comes back in a week or so. i feel some weight being lifted off at least.

but at least respond back to my texts. If i wanted to talk to myself, i wouldn’t be texting you. rawrrrrrrrr

Dear Boy,

We talked on the phone yesterday and it sounded like you were leaving today. But you’re leaving tomorrow. So much for communication.

and now i’m eating chocolate thin mint cookies. I’m just canceling out the work out.

sciap:

6ixx:

Whenever someone hurts me in some way my instincts are to pull away and push them out of my life. I’m not sure if that’s the best way to deal with things, but it has worked for me thus far. I’ve dealt with enough assholes to not put up with it anymore. Whatever we once had is now dead because of what you did.

It hurts now, but i’ll be better off without you. It’s not completely your fault, it’s mine as well. Since i’ve known from the beginning there wouldn’t be anything but what it was. Just another fantasy i’ve created in my head thinking things could possibly change. But i have real reasoning to move on now. So thanks for that.

Watch 盛夏光年. It will cheer you up!

That’s a good idea. why thank you Sciap.